old.

i'm feeling old right now. it's only 10:30p, and i've been ready to go to sleep for the past...oh...hour and a half. except i had some nihongo no shukudai to do, and i couldn't go to bed at that time. maybe i should be okay with feeling old. or not. shrug.

i realized today that hitting my gock block at practice is slightly therapeutic. it's nice and blue and doesn't hurt my ears...and whacking the hell out of it doesn't make it break! it's stress relief! heh. heh. heh.

aaaanywaaay. my list of things to do is growing by the day. school things are being added to that list...and well, the band stuff is the band stuff.

someone needs to keep me sane!