in. out.

breathe in. breathe out. in, out, in, out.

too much stress. summer fun is winding down to it's final...oh, 5 days. that's it? yep, that's it. but summer fun isn't causing that much stress right now. it's everything else. mainly the guard stuff. it's the leaving and the passing things over. it's the worry about what's going to happen (even though i have faith that it will be alright.) and it's the worry that i will screw up majorly. but i will try very hard not to. and i'm sure that people will stop me from completely drowning.

on a better note, i received my order from amazon! i am currently watching my friends dvd box set of the whole series!!! sooooo excited to finally have that! AND i am also very excited to finally have the japanese dictionary (kodansha's furigana japanese dictionary. japanese-english, english-japanese.) that i had to convince myself to buy. i wanted it for forever, but it's expensive. it's a $60 dictionary, and it's very good, but i had to tell myself that it was worth it because i would use it. and i will. and i got it for $40, because it's amazon and they're awesome. and so, i'm happy. cheer!

yay for the harry potter release on friday! i'm so excited, and slightly dreading it. it's the end of the harry potter series, and so...it's bittersweet. but i will be glad to finally have that seventh book in my hands.

everything will be okay.